Why!?

Have you ever felt lonely in your life? Have you ever felt like you were running towards the abyss and with no brakes you tend yourself to let go? I don't believe that anybody feels the way i do, about you now! But who are you? Who am I? what can i say to you? Just like the song... there are many things i would like to say to you but i, really, don't know how!

Is this some kind of a masterplan that ruins my life everytime i make a move? We don't know how it's gonna be, but please let it be... Am i pursuiting something unreal? Am i living on the edge with all my fucking decisions?

Oh please just let me be... i don't know what i'm feeling rigth now, i need time to think, to love me, to find me.. i need the man i used to be, more than ever!